annnnd...she's born!

Welcome to the world, little baby Asha Helena Gasper, you are the cutest thing ever with an incredibly loud scream, i simply cannot wait to bully you senselessly once you grow a little!!

And congratulation Mel and Sham :)
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I'm DONE!

So, goodbye Fall 09, you've been a bitch of a semester with way too many things to do and im glad you're over! But, your good points was putting the happies in boring classes such as my cheezy wedges girls who are also my food girls and well, and a whole lot of other things.

And now, i am SO desperate for a job, i think i'm gonna cry or die. Or cry then die. I'm down to counting cents and I feel super bad when i fix my eye one something nice or when petrol meters go down. By the way, is more petrol used when you drive faster or slower or at a same speed? Cars, bleh.



So yes, if you'd like a PA, hello! call me please! thanksss. the 4 jobs sites i visit religiously seem to have something against me being an indian, im so sad okay. think i'll go dunk my face in a bucket of bleach or something man! hmph.


back to my point, if i even had a point, its.. MERDEKA! for three weeks! I'm so excitedand tomorrow i get to go carolling with nat's bec, wheeee! the joys!

oh oh ohhh! MELISSA IS GONNA POP A BABY! YAY!

okaythanksbye!

2 down, 3 to go!

I need a sign that screams : "bang head here!" But then again, im so convinced that if I get my head hit within my exam week, i'll become stupid. So..dont hit my head ah.

I tell youuu, can die lah. Not only am i so lazy, I've got the attention span of a stapler! And the weather, oh dont get me started on the weathhherr! The sun burns for a minute, then it rains then the sun comes out again. And trust me when i say, it BURNS. You can actually feel the heat poking on your skin while driving as though it's saying " you can run but you cant hide" because you'd drive faster when its that damn hot!

Mel's expected to pop within the next week or two, im SO excited! a little girl to steal toys from, wheee.

Speaking of kids, trina and I went to bangsar village to watch little josh decorate a cardboard house with biscuits, sweets and candy, using icing sugar as glue. I swear, it was such a delicious activity because that boy kept eating his home deco instead of doing it. His end product looked like architecture gone wrong but he was cute nonetheless. The mall santa even let him play with the bell thing which he was pretty reluctant to give back! haha.

Such cute kids!

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I REALLLY NEED A JOB!

My chirstmas list has gone from tops, facials, spas, guacamole, manicures, eyeliner and whatever else luxury things to stupid things like liquid paper, money, highlighter, jeans, money, phone wire, wrapping paper, shampoo, new tires, cooling gas, better suspension and LOTS of money.


Funnily enough, i have actually never had a christmas list! well, maybe when i was 5 and wanted that doll that eats cherries and drink milk and noisy musical guns. But still..

So, job people, JOB! I wanna save TONNES and go out of the country during sem break (this obviously, is one of those things that you plan like crazy, get all excited about then never do. Why? in this case, cause im way too broke and cause i'm yet to have a passport that says: not allowed to israel)


OKAY STUDDDY RO, STTTUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDDDDDDDDDDDY!!!!!!!!



I miss fun family chirstmases, imissyou mom :)

oh the cow that flew in circles

if you mess up once, twice...its fine.

If you cheat, you're going to hell.

It breaks my heart to watch unsuspecting people who walk around with a perfectly stitched heart thinking they've done good granting their unfaithful significant other the gift of forgiveness when actually, their so called significant other takes for granted the forgiveness thrown their way and flaunt their selfishness as they pick up other boys.

two for one? how shallow.

how can you be so selfish?

i think i've gain maturity way beyond my own understanding.


and i also think this space has become a bore full of rants

and i also think, if you're cheating, lying and deceiving, then you don't deserve all you've got.

this obviously is related to the outside world of bitches and not me. hahahaha. So if you terasa, bagus lah. haha.
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on a less angsty note, i've got 5 subjects to study for, im charged up on red bull but i simply CANNOT study. sigh.

I wanna go out; movies, music, dancing, icy cold beers, tequilla shots, malibu chill outs and a random board game. oh maybe cookies and peanut butter and ikea meatballs and daim tarts ooh and koko crunch and more movies and anything else under the sun that isnt books, notes, sore eyes and educational.

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I'm sorry you're not on a plane home, but i do hope Chirstmas doesn't disappoint you. ily :)



cause we're so over flings and all over youuuu. eeee, jiwang much?

I tell youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

banana leaf rice is the bomb lah. sigh. i really should stop pigging out, but with friends like hyzel, abbi, nat and nabila, we just WONT stop eating. We met up for good indian food today and ended up sleeping like bums instead of studying for finals.

damn full can die.

Countdown till the end of the semester: 1 week.

and so it begins, jeng jeng jeeeeeeng




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how unfortunate

I should count my blessings. but right about now, i cant think of any.

Not only am i totally unprepared for my finals next week, i've got this gross cyst thingamajiggy in my eye and it seems to be growing instead of shrinking like the doctor said. And if it doesn't go away in 5 days, they will inject my eye to numb it, slit it open, pull it out and stitch it back up.

oh dear God, please please please help me.


I need to start studying, but im so obssessed with my eye right now, im going crazzy.

I think the best xmas gift i could get right about now (cash aside, baby) would be a return ticket to america for a week in august, or newcastle, uk, or a new eye or something!


It's been such a crappy year, im almost convinced God's asleep.


Rant rant rant rant rant.


On a less depressing note, hyzel and i spent the night at MJ's place in klang and i've gotta say, that town's like a little small family. Oh and she's got such a cute labroder that's so fat and lazy, i spent most of the time rolling on the flooor.

sigh, good times.


Now dear eye, PLEASEPLEASEPlEASE heal! i promise not to eyeliner and contact lens you anymore, please and thankyouu!

Could use some alcohol right about now. FML.

Fill what's empty, empty what's filled and scratch where it itches!

and right now, it itches, just right about here!

I cant wait to get this semester over and done with. After not sleeping for two days dealing with socio and the lect's mood swing, i swear if we could comment on the lecturers in those evaluation forms, i'd state : needs better hormones or day offs. Ugh. I finally knocked off and overslept that i woke up at 825 and rushed for my 830.

Guess who barely showered and flew to college in 15 minutes?! Subang roads suck, i tell youuu!

On a lighter note, another parcel from the boyf came and it smelt gooood ;)

American chocolates are super sweet they inject hyper buzzes into me and makes me jump around all day, i swear! i used to think sugar rush was just all talk.

I'm also in a major gift wrapping mood, so if you've got things to wrap, hi! my number is..well okay, my email is rowenajo90@hotmail.com. tqvm! you'll get your work done and i can satisfy my needs to wrap! This comes with the condition that the wrapping paper is preeetty and cheaap :D

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I'm also hunting for a guitar, so if you're a kind soul with a cheap guitar, hi my... well, the drill goes as above.

laters!

Just to add a little colour

I've forgotten how much i love Keith Urban :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1y1oW_CBoAE


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I've got an infatuation

with tom yam fried rice and sambal belacan, it so scary.

I love my food girls :)

So here's the thing, sleeping at 5 and waking up at 7 to go to college pretty much sucks. I've been craving a vitagen fix which i havent had for quite some time but i refuse to buy on now cause college is a total rip off when it comes to my V goodness. Sigh. Oh and they're racist, yay im indian! hahaha. story for some other time.


I cant wait to hurry up with 2009, kick it in the ass and make it vanish forever into thin air and die where turtles go after life!


Also, hyzel is absolutely nuts. Who keeps fereror rocher (or however you spell that) over three weeks and only eat 1/3 of it? sigh. fail.


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Stress = Food = Fat.

tqvm.

Because these skies are turning grey

Its been a crazy week, month and heck even year! when Laura mentioned bout the shoebox project, where we fill shoe boxes with stuff for refugee kids as xmas presents i was all up for it and getting stuff to fill up the boxes was pretty hard since cash was short, thank god for wonderful friends who thrive on the joy of giving! wah wah! haha. and after such a crappy year, doing this bit of charity made me so damn happy i couldnt stop arranging and rearranging the 4 boxes i manage to make, it was scarrry!

Now thats over and done with, i finally pulled together some cash from mindless online jobs (which pays single digits, YES I KID YOU NOT) (i now know the value of money and will NEVER waste again, goodbye alcohol, parties, clothes, deliiiiccciooouss food) So as i was saying, i pulled some cash together and decided to get the old guitar fixed up so i can finally learn to play and guess WHAAAAAAT?!

After going through the trouble of cleaning it up, taking of the strings and all, i thought it would cost like ten bucks to restring it but noooo, it cost me 30 bucks and when the guy was done, he THEN proceeds to say how the guitar cant be used cause it's so old, the neck's bent and the strings are way to high that it would be a real bitch to play. It was like he ripped all my joy and happiness away man. Why couldnt he have told me that BEFORE he put the strings onnnn? and before he took my thirttttyy buuuccks?! sigh, can cry man!

I so tabah like that, i didnt cry okay!


I've got a bloop eyeliner, wanna exchange for an In2It retractable one? :( i miss my eyelinerrrr!

I want chill's toastada chips, a margarita, some spa time and a hell of a good facial. please and thank you!

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I actually just want chirstmas.


P.S: Come 2010, please please come!

P.P.S: stop talking bout 2012, im going to watch it in 2013 :D

Sweet Home Alabama

is playing on tv right now! And i think reese witherspoon is so preeeeeettty! Anyways, did you miss me while i was gone on a looong hiatus?!

The week..no, the month has been crazy busy that i've even got to even think while im in the shower and not sing. sigh. damn stress. Trina just pull apart chocolate wrappers and said; "oooeennaaa, look look, christmas tree decoration!"

=.=

and they say im the nut, HAH RUEBS HAH! thank god you dont read this page. Anyho, Sometime last month or was it early this month, aiyo i've lost track of the days, dates and times. A bunch of us went to visit Rumah Pengasih, a drug and alcohol rehablitation center and it was aaaamaaazzziinngg! It's a little off KL and pretty mucho isolated within rubble and jungle and highways, but it has this open concept with no fences, no gates between cabins, no nothing and twas pretty peaceful.

Twas suppose to be to interview the director for one of MJs classes, so me and hyzel tag along cause we've got a partially similar paper to write. I loved how every worker, person, counselor there is an ex addict and it was founded with 5 friends who wanted to support each other right after leaving the govt rehab/prision/something.

It was a little freaky meeting a few of them and listening to their stories, from abusive homes, broken families and a 13 year old druggie! so scary okay!

Pictures failed to upload, some other time maybe!

On a more depressing note,

MENAKAJUNEGEORGE has left the country for canada and im actually sad! hahaha. see, the impact of klang girls i tell you. She's the only one who layans my antics, lets me play bunny, let me randomly draw on her hands, toes and underneath of her feet and tells her mom bout me. (nice things only okay) She's apparently gone to sing the national anthem, build snowmen and gain a PR while the rest of us hope this rainy weather continues so we can sleep peacefully :D Be back in 2 weeks and it's finals, boo. We miss you on thursdays especially cause its cheezy wedges and gossip day! xx

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The weeks been extra much of a hassle thanks to lousy group members who do nothing and dont bother to make efforts. like hello, its your grade too man! i spent 3 hours learning to use a software and 12 hours edditing a stupid movie which is prolly going to get rejected because the script was so lame and the quality was freaky. yes, thank you group mates. hmph. Im hoping to pass movies class, as much as i love it i dont want to be failing anything! so much for my As and Bs record. Grw.

oh and while im on the ranting spree, let me enlighten you on how college works. In order for me to get two certs for hitting the deans list twice, i've got to pay 140, attend the excellent academics awards ceremony, play happy at some hi tea thing and slap big smiles on my face. wtf right. Its like paying for recognition for my intelligence. Those fancy smancy ceremonies should be reserved purely for graduates only man. which is why im not going and not going to bother with the cert, yay me!

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I WANT TO TRAVEL ACROSS SEAS AND OCEANS, pls and thanks!!1

I've been good

I haven't kissed boys. HAHAHAHAHAH.


I think cheating on ze fella is foul, crude and downright sad. sigh. Its ze pity, no?


I think me wants to learn ze...how to youh say, fwench?

Or mahbe, espanyol~


Stupid.stupid.stupid. Study ro, STUUUDDDDYYY! exam's in a couple of hours and you're playing farmville. Great, im talking to myself now. Grw.


I love you wuffles, you're such a dog. hahahaha. (eh wuffles really is a dog ah, all stuffed with cotton and who knows what)

Isnt it ironic how everytime i gotsa study an episode of something downloads? :(
I need to exercise self control man, i CANNOT succumb to greys anatomy drama and the latest catch on gossip girl..i caaaanoooot.

Okay bye. Should go watch now if i wanna get studying done! toodles.

I beleive in karma, and i deserve orgasmic chocolateee

I want orgasmic chocolllateee!

Thebroma Chocolate Lounge is to die foooorr! Think imona head over after mid terms or something. Sigh. They've got the BEST orgasmic ice blended drink ever and i've only had it twice. Boo freaking hoo.

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grow up, i've got a nicer ass anyways.

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Im contemplating my toes! toe readers would say i'm part royalty! i think i'd wanna be princess of greece, then i care have donkeys and nice seas! whooohoo!

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sayang come hoooooooommmeeee!!! maymaymaymaaay, fast forward to may pls.